Numb (feat. B. Elae)

If you ask me what I'm feeling The answer I don't know The feeling is unknown Am I helpless, reckless, afraid, depressed I'm not settling, but it's setting in I'm Numb Numb I've never been so numb When I see you I go numb Never wanted it to end this way Feel like a damn Drake album on replay Am I the toxic one in this cycle to break Could just be I've got Capricorn ways I'm not gonna beg for you to stay Just like this tat on my finger It's fading away You're on that healing shit Good luck to you babe You know me I'm on a different wave Numb when you decide to text my phone Numb to the pictures and voicemails you're on Numb to the memories I own When you used to lay in my arms And I had you all for my own I'm numb Numb I've never been so numb When I see you I go numb I'm numb Ooh numb When I think of you I'm numb But I don't wanna feel so numb Numb when you decide to text my phone Numb to the pictures and voicemails you're on Numb to the memories I own When you used to lay in my arms And I had you all for my own I'm numb when you decide to walk away Numb when you threw all that shit in my face Numb, all we needed was space Instead of walking away That was our biggest mistake I'm numb cause I know you not gon call Numb to your painting that hangs on my wall Told myself that I was not gonna fall What about that time in the car That was my favorite by far Numb cause I knew you wasn't gon stay Numb when you said all that you had to say Now I'm a ghost You treat me like them other bitches I guess years don't mean the difference I thought I was different Some will bend at the tongue With I miss you As they color those words in bits of faux gold But what they truly miss is Having a home to havoc While it roofs them with love All in the very same seconds