HATE YOU

I hate you cause you broke me I've changed now I'm not the old me An I just wanna go back to how It use to be But I know you ain't letting me go These chains have gotten so cold And I suppose Those icicles are tears that I've Shown That have froze I could easily Use that ice as a knife an take my life And be free And I can see What's wating on the other side for Me Your a disease An infection A virus Lethal weapon This is hell not heaven Am I dead Where's the reverend Cause I Can hear them calling on the other side They tell me that I'll be alright They tell me I'll be fine but I Can't say I believe them These angles might be demons I can't tell if I'm awake Somebody pinch me think I'm sleeping Tell me that I'm dreaming This nightmare will be over in due time Even if its a lie Cause I'm just so sick of you I can't seem to get away You say that your here to stay I just keep trynna strategize But your deep inside my mind I just wanna live my life fuck it I hate you Cause you broke me I've changed now I'm not the old me An I just wanna go back to How It use to be But I know You ain't letting me go These chains have gotten so cold And I suppose Those icicles are tears that I've shown That have froze I could easily Use that ice as a knife an take my life And be free And I can see What's wating on the other side for me I'm just so sick of feeling like shit Everybody telling me I'm lifeless They don't understand why I'm like this They be really thinking that I like this shit I fucking hate it Why did god create it what is your purpose You make me feel so fucking worthless At least I'm able to sit down and write It's the only thing that makes me feel feel alright Your a disease An infection A virus Lethal weapon This is hell Without heaven I'm dead Where's the reverend Your a disease An infection A virus Lethal weapon Your a life Full of questions Your anxiety Your depression