I Am Not God

If you want we can go and see a movie You said i'd probably would pick something stupid One where you don't get the jokes til after And you can't name any of the actors Loving you is like living without water You don't miss it until you have to take a shower The pump doesn't work when you don't have any power It feels like it's been out for several hours But you know now what you knew then I'm not now and never was a good man I'm not even almost decent Which ever you get Depends on which one is most recent You said you'd put a quarter in the Jukebox and play a song for me But we're here now and not in 1970 Secretly you know that it's not meant to be But let's enjoy the time you have left with me I didn't care that you were married then And sure as hell I don't care you're married now There was always time I could never kill But I'll die trying and now this'll be is my living will But you know now what you knew then I'm not now and never was a good man I'm not even almost decent Which ever you get Depends on which one feels most cheated I want to live and breathe and run errands together I'll break so much they can't put it together If you want we get coffee, a pot full And talk about how the people here are awful Although you may have taken other names You've gotten saved more times than you've gotten laid At least i remember it that way But I've been known to exaggerate You want to know if you are coming off too sassy Ask me again next time you slap me You were never quick to show emotion But mine are a nuclear explosion Ask me how instead the dead are risen Casting a circle, chant in rhythm To bind the spell well every time Let the words always be said in rhyme But you know now what you knew then I never was and I'm not a good man I'm not even almost decent Which ever one you get Depends on which one is most seasoned If you painted your face blue, you'd look like a movie star At least when you were younger, she said i wouldn't go that far I still have faith in the human race But not much, you said this is gonna be great So will you help to get me down I'm too high While you make your rounds, watching the sunrise And I'll say I never did intend this See how hard it is to come to my senses But you know now what you knew then I never was and I'm not a good man I'm not even almost decent Which ever one you get Depends on which one you're not leaving Do you know how it feels to be with me? Drunk as hell and always grifting Is there a place that always gets me? Owned by junkies, poets and gypsies Don't forget to start your getaway car My mother punched your mother hard Right in the nose what color was the blood? Always red always red Think of me when you look at the stars I'm the one that doesn't look that far What color is your library card? Always red, always red