Clouds

Head still stuck up n these clouds Been flying w no flight instructor Since I was a child Niggas tryna spice it up But I always keep it mild Thinking the hate would lighting Up But the shit just get more wild Man This shit be happening so Fast Last week I was in love Now this week i wanna crash Last week I was in first And I feel like I'm in last Whether it was love or lust My soul just wants to dash Been sitting way to long Just hoping for a chance Time I take this ticket To the promsielad Turns out Wether I make it or Not Won't never get too far With all this hate n my heart Been looking for a way That I could reach the top But every execution always seems to go & flop Keeping sight of what it means So I learn my why Looking up to God crying Sometimes I'd rather die No prayer for some days Now I slip to depression Had to notice all my blessings Redirected Thank god for my Ls Because he showed me lessons Darkest moments of my life He quiet all my stressing Y'all got me going digging to the root But I ain't no revereant I'm just tryna save a souls On my way to heaven Got me digging to the root But nah I ain't no reverent I'm just tryna save some souls On my way to Heaven I been sitting in these clouds For some Hours Hoping I'll come down But I'm fine for now I just rather be up here I don't wanna touch the ground Stuck up in the clouds I don't wanna touchy the ground Two ways in life That'll leave you shook Gotta pay me for the verses Gotta pay me for the hooks I don't do this shit for fame I don't do it for the looks Love is my recipe I'm serving like a cook In a cold world Where they kill you for a buck Gotta tuck yo chain if not shit If not then yo shit get took Been sitting in these clouds Been some hours tho Know some other ppl Who been long gone on For miles tho I been hurting tho Still I'm searching tho I ain't perfect But everyday what is worth it Tho Is hoping that I'm getting better Storming through the craziest Weather Bitches often said they loved Well I hope and wish them Better Because I can notice that's it's Hate Looking in some ppls eyes I can see just how they fake I can see 'em like snake I been seeing all the signs Feeling better When you go ahead and Drop your pride I apologize for all of my lies I apologize if I ever wasted time I'm just tryna get it better On to better moves Understand that's the only way That we will improve Just tell me what it do You ain't gotta lie Just tell me what it do Understand that's the way That we'll improve I'm worried bout me I ain't worried bout you Stuck up in these clouds Hoping that I'll come down But I'm fine up here I don't wanna touch the ground Where I'm at right now I'm just stuck up in these clouds