Lost In My Thoughts

With this depression, man Came so many lessons, man They put me in the system just to mold me to a felon man With the man upstairs I never fear a weapon, man I'm counting all my blessings But watch facial expressions Conversation with the devil while I patiently wait for heaven The conversation heavenly as I'm facing a 7 My niggas they some tyrants you touch us shit Armageddon You done fucked with the wrong ones Got a early spot in heaven The mentality The bean, game 7 Since a kid I was a king But was looked at just like a peasant Got up on my grind Now my pockets fat Somn' like precious Think it's sweet Take a peek It's my buddy Smith and Wes I'm in your city and I dropped a hundred in the section Looking at my life like damn That shit looking pleasant If only you was there from the beginning though Man, I'm from the gutter, man I'm from the gutter Came up with my brothers I'm splittin' bread like it's the last supper Walked up in the room now my diamonds changing colors She say she need a pill She need a pill She need a upper She got a freaky side Look what we discovered But me I'm in the deep I'm in the dark Try not to suffer Recover from these wounds It just only made me tougher Fallen angels all around me They tryna' keep my smothered Now I'm in my bag and we balling like the Ruckers I just, I just Need a little more I just, I just Gotta let it go I just, I just Found a new throne These goofies tryna' clone But can't copy what was shown Now these demons overgrown And your whereabouts unknown Feeling all alone in this space called the globe Smoking all this dope just to cope Looking for hope Can't wait for others then you will never know Where's the pain, where's the pain go Feel like a chosen angel But where has my halo gone I'm in the sea of deep thoughts tryna' stay afloat Call me my brother's keep cuz that's the fuckin' code I'm in the dark out of reach They wouldn't believe it though Me the black hope Calling me the antidote Please do not provoke Untamed animal Just tryna get more dough till I can't no more Sipping out this 8, man RIP to Kobes got me moving slow Pop a xanny just to sleep it off Nah, that's the reaper calling Still can't pick it up, I'm not sick of ballin' Man, it's the 4th I can't give it up Found this talent It was hidden, bruh 3 2 1 Yeah will erupt Wock in my cup keep me stuck Get more drugs it's gone keep me numb Look what I've become My bank account it hums Look That mean it got the m and m's stacked with dividends Ask the lord for forgiveness knowing I'ma sin again I just wanna win Walking through the shadow of darkness with revenge Came face to face with the devil Didn't even cringe He said on the road to success gone need a pinch Too bad I looked him dead in his eyes Said I'm a prince sent from heaven's gates I just broke the curse so now it's time to celebrate All I know is fast, no I don't deaccelerate I see the jealous rage But I'm forever great Cannot hesitate, never question fate Work for better days, up for no debate The jungle I escaped I made every player go back and watch the tape Cuz When you know you got it Man, you got it Now dropping 10 k is just a habit First class like the captain My life need a caption Stacking woods like a cabin Mindset on assassin