Been Thinkin'

I been thinkin, I been thinkin I been thinkin, thinkin, thinkin I been thinkin (I am not high I swear to God) Said I been thinkin, I been thinkin I been thinkin, thinkin, thinkin Ain't seen you in 4 years, head strong like a warrior He tells me I'm the girl of his dreams And now he's out kissin me in public Thinkin nothing of it, it's obvious he can't believe that he's here I always wanted a luh-luh love like this The typa shit that make you think of middle school kissin I rarely say shit, in my silence I see the vision He never understood me but now he know what he missin and He callin me tryna get right back That double back shit, I'm sorry but I don't do that You busy checkin for me Silly nigga getcho stack Took too long for you to comprehend I'm what you lack I'm a pretty senorita Call me bonita Talk to me nice and you might get a feature I'm new to this shit, I'll make you a believer Ain't tryna prove nothin, just do me I hold the power between my eyes And the universe between my thighs I'm part of every single star in the sky But sometimes it's hard for me to realize Cuz my mind aligns with the sublime You gotta know that what you see you keep And everything you ever sow you reap And anything you manifest will be I know I'm chosen cuz the Universe is testin And good or bad that shit comes back, you'll see So be kind and you'll see, that what is meant for you will always be So be kind and you'll see Oh you'll see Pink, white, yellow skies; I love the view Think back to the times I wanted you I saw heaven in your eyes and knew the truth Until death do us part Growth is the, noose We separated like the wheat and tare I lost your number and I changed my hair Got to the point I didn't recognize who I saw there In the mirror it was clear to me when the fog had smeared And then the God appeared Everything I had been searching for was all right It was just hidden in my heart up under all this fear Fear of inadequacy, why is you badgering me? I barely know myself but I should be yo peace? Nah, that's not love and it's not free I want love but you want me That narrative it used to be enough for me Always alone, never lonely I remember when abuela told me Love will come focus on you Build yourself like you spose to You could be the prettiest thing walkin round But if there's nothin in your head then you're worthless Take care of your heart cuz it's precious Think before you speak, don't be reckless With life from in the tongue there's a death threat If there's nothin else you get from this message The light in you will shine if you let it So baby just let it don't regret it Yeah I said it