Thoughts

These thoughts are too cloudy This shit isn't normal weather Trust me you don't wanna be in my thinking process when I start forming letters Just to know me you will need a few Fortune tellers A few people that are more than callous Who woulda thought that thinking would be a vice to me? Y'all got a gambling issue but this a surprise to me That we can be anything we decide to be But you chose animosity You thought These feelings Supposed to latch on to me All that opinions you thinking it's haunting me But your plans jus couldn't match what I'm gonna be I'm gonna rise like the ocean level due to climate Sleeping on me I'ma wake em up open those eyelids Hear the alarms ringing I'm bringing those Sirens Like blow horns in this bitch Life is a matrix but mine is more than glitch You're gonna wish That you had this shit figured out like me But y'all never did These thoughts really got me feeling like I'm at the bottom Maybe I'm Bruce Wayne cause I gotta face dark knights And my city's Gotham I don't ever talk about categories cause I don't fit in columns Only box I'll ever be in is when they take my body and they put in coffins These thoughts are what I shouldn't harbour These thoughts got my mind blowing like the unibomber I think I'm afraid of the usual karma At the rate that I'm going ima die a martyr And the way that these thoughts are coming maybe I should have armour I wish that my mind had peace like the Dalai Lama But I think I should kill my thoughts like Jeffery Dahmer Gods plan on my dial Gods hand on my side Spoke the truth but they convinced that I lied Constantly Looking back Moments I couldn't stand Now And I'm somewhat like superman Not with the powers, my thoughts are like kryptonite I don't pay attention to opinions but mine is what bothers me they gotta put me in a room with a blind man but my Vision is something that he's gonna see Dealing with thoughts when they happy Peace is a feeling I been wanting so badly But I never do get it I'm giving my real life, that raw picture while you edit Like photoshop I have been sharpening teeth and I feel like a total shark Give me my suit of armour like Tony stark Tryna just body this image a picture they notice wrong I've been a victim of my only problem And there's not a single hope of solving Nobody ever told me that my thoughts would do this I don't trust nobody cause everybody seem to be an opportunist And They patiently waiting to leach of me Bet that they Sleep on me And I been lacking a victory Goal is to give them all chills when they picture me Looking back hindsight Maybe I'm Einstein And life is a gamble I'm rolling like dices Fuck what you think of me Why would I care of opinions from people that's lacking in decency Breaking the odds and I'm making it evenly I Suffer with thoughts every evening steadily killing them And I'm beginning to feel like a villain again and again These thoughts really got me feeling like I'm at the bottom Maybe I'm Bruce Wayne cause I gotta face dark knights And my city's Gotham I don't ever talk about categories cause I don't fit in columns Only box I'll ever be in is when they take my body and they put in coffins These thoughts are what I shouldn't harbour These thoughts got my mind blowing like the unibomber I think I'm afraid of the usual karma At the rate that I'm going ima die a martyr And the way that these thoughts are coming maybe I should have armour I wish that my mind had peace like the Dalai Lama But I think I should kill my thoughts like Jeffery Dahmer