Dark Space (feat. Sh3)

I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate Dark space Dark soul No fate No hope Grabbing a shovel Digging my grave Throwing the towel Cover my face Making a name for me and my family The day that I'm gone they're gonna remember me I don't know what the future is bringing me Imma keep fighting whatever they throw at me Come at me now Ima show you what I'm 'bout Got'em shocked now Cause I got commitment issues But I'm sticking to this shit now Always picking shit up and putting it down Head underwater, I'm finna drown Please pull me out Please hear my shout, cause I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate See I got the devil on my shoulder And I, feel him getting closer So I, guess I'm not a loner I can feel him taking over See I got his shadow overlooking me And it's mentally abusing me Cause everything that I'm tryna be Is the definition of a perfect me My visions blurry, but I'm tryna see The future that's in front of me So I reach inside my brain It'll make me go insane Cause I'm the only one to blame And I'll never be the same I feel so fucking lame Like life is just a game I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate I don't know how I keep this up The smile on my face I gotta give up Feeling like I am the only one that really knows me so I'm gonna keep it a buck I hear the devil calling me like every other night Scared to even look at him, I'd rather just take flight The only fucking reason that I even grab this pen is That I've been talking to him lately got me feeling like a menace I've been reaching for a hand Screaming for some help But you don't understand, the pain that I have felt Feeling like I fell, a couple hundred times Beaten to the ground, and stabbed with a knife Watching my life just fly on by And I don't even care, don't ask why Cause I don't even know, not gonna lie I'm just stuck in this dark space, like ima die I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate I don't wanna go back to the feeling I was in dark space I count my blessings every day that I was chosen for this fate