Whose Hands

Aspirating dreams falling from me in the under I was in the light I was drowned from the blunder Blinded by the vision mad addiction my prescription Succumb to my condition can't resist my transposition I done change figure mindset not opposition I'm just getting my chicken I'm just getting my chicken Broken words stumble in my lap like when she tired take a nap Rub her head, reminisce bout old times when it was bliss First love, first kiss, some shit you don't forget First drug, first hit, hit harder than a bitch But nothing really hit more, than a lie I cant forget Than a vision that really stick And my conscious lunatic now I became a man I thought I'd never be I look out to sky late at night it's therapy All my faith reside in me Cus it's in Gods hands yeah it's in Gods hands I'm tryna take flight but no wings hold my hand A thousand years of pain but we pray to this man Created my own truth so no lies in my hand Cus it's in Gods hands yeah it's in Gods hands I thought I knew everything when I was younger I was on my own mentally boy wonder I was on my own mentally it did numbers Tearing down my past reconstruct a new jumper Watch mama cry and the pain cut deep Knives to shallow for the wounds on my feet Tears stain the cuts that ain't heal in my sleep Mentally progressed but reality is sleep I'm lost in two worlds takin for twirls Steering my conscious they here me like earl Society good but the nature is evil Killing each other we lost in a sequel I got us a secret I hope you can keep it I don't know what to believe on the deep end If we Gods people then quit all the thieving Right now I'm fine with saying I don't see him Cus it's in Gods hands yeah it's in Gods hands I'm tryna take flight but no wings hold my hand A thousand years of pain but we pray to this man Created my own truth so no lies in my hand Cus it's in Gods hands yeah it's in Gods