No Help (0121)

It's crazy I'm nearly 19 and I've been through hell I was in my head screaming but I got no help Ma don't wanna see me dead or inside of a jail Walking a fine line there ain't no way I can fail Getting all this bread it won't ever go stale Niggas losing their souls and gain nothing when they sell When I grow up there's so much that I gotta tell This ain't no story but I'm living like it's a fairytale When he got home he dropped to his knees so many tears fell Cos when he left the scene he was at there was so many shells Body couldn't get identified them hollows made sure you couldn't tell They shooting clips they gone make sure you feel it for real We was supposed to use it for the better now we slang steel I couldn't give a fuck bout trump it's only right that we kneel This for our soldiers that we lost when we couldn't appeal This for our soldiers who struggle just to get a meal How would you change life if you was in front of the wheel? Told Brodie it's okay if you can't do it then I will Told my family it's okay if you need me then I'm here Now I'm living life and I'm riding round with no fear I swear whatever I do imma create a new frontier Ask Bro you gotta innerstand me just open your ears Fell in love with the weed but I still don't care It makes me feel better if you haven't done it I wouldn't dare It's crazy I'm nearly 19 and I've been through hell I was in my head screaming but I got no help Ma don't wanna see me dead or inside of a jail Walking a fine line there ain't no way I can fail Getting all this bread it won't ever go stale Niggas losing their souls and gain nothing when they sell When I grow up there's so much that I gotta tell This ain't no story but I'm living like it's a fairytale Sometimes I sit down and look up into the night sky You gotta make a choice first make sure you don't lie Telling bronem be careful them zombies come out at night Don't get bitten or summing I ain't tryna see u die Learning new things everyday grinding for a 9-5 Tryna better everything I want people to have a better life Cos everyone feels pain at some point and it's aight The wraith cocaine but it's bleeding on the inside Sipping 20/20 and my sight getting blurry My hair really Messi it's getting real curly Jumping over hurdles feel like I'm Todd Gurley Aquarius Drip that's why the diamonds look pearly East ender my girl holds me down like Shirley He didn't know how to aim take a breath just be sturdy You gotta leave late just to get home early All this water on me and I still feel thirsty It's crazy I'm nearly 19 and I've been through hell I was in my head screaming but I got no help Ma don't wanna see me dead or inside of a jail Walking a fine line there ain't no way I can fail Getting all this bread it won't ever go stale Niggas losing their souls and gain nothing when they sell When I grow up there's so much that I gotta tell This ain't no story but I'm living like it's a fairytale