Wishing

Wishing that life wasn't hard as it is and I'm wishing that things wouldn't stand in my way Wishing that I wasn't lonely at times and wishing I wouldn't feel so sad today Wishing the pieces would fall into place wishing my work pays off one of these days Wishing the future was certain for me and I'm wishing these problems that I have won't stay Wishing for things that I'll never receive Waiting for answers I'll never retrieve Dealing with problems you'll never conceive Setting some goals that I'll never achieve Wishing that life wasn't here to deceive Wishing that I would look forward believe Wishing I didn't cry right in my sleeve Thinking this life is just one that I'll leave Wishing for things that I'll never receive Waiting for answers I'll never retrieve Dealing with problems you'll never conceive Setting some goals that I'll never achieve Wishing that life wasn't here to deceive Wishing that I would look forward believe Wishing I didn't cry right in my sleeve Thinking this life is just one that I'll leave Wishing this life wasn't crashing down hard Wishing this life didn't leave me so scarred Wishing this life didn't leave me so charred Now all of the time I just keep up my guard I'm just happy that I know that you're someone who's here Like my friends and my family who I know will appear But I'm too scared to think they might just disappear So I'm wishing these days they would stay right here The path that I'm on it's a real thorny route But holding me back are my own damn roots We know a tree can't talk so I just stay mute And I'm wishing that my labor would just start to bear fruit I hate change that's something just between you and me And it's something that I feel like I don't ever wanna see I know it's unrealistic just to wish it for me But I'm wishing that nothing will change for me I'm Wishing for things that I'll never receive Waiting for answers I'll never retrieve Dealing with problems you'll never conceive Setting some goals that I'll never achieve Wishing that life wasn't here to deceive Wishing that I would look forward believe Wishing I didn't cry right in my sleeve Thinking this life is just one that I'll leave Wishing for things that I'll never receive Waiting for answers I'll never retrieve Dealing with problems you'll never conceive Setting some goals that I'll never achieve Wishing that life wasn't here to deceive Wishing that I would look forward believe Wishing I didn't cry right in my sleeve Thinking this life is just one that I'll leave Wishing my life was just perfect and right And I could wake up to a beautiful sight Wishing that I could be the silver knight So I know that I'd have all the strength and might Wishing my life was just one that is bright So I can feel warm and smile in delight Got one more wish before I go tonight I'm wishing that everything will be alright Wishing for things that I'll never receive Waiting for answers I'll never retrieve Dealing with problems you'll never conceive Setting some goals that I'll never achieve Wishing that life wasn't here to deceive Wishing that I would look forward believe Wishing I didn't cry right in my sleeve Thinking this life is just one that I'll leave Wishing for things that I'll never receive Waiting for answers I'll never retrieve Dealing with problems you'll never conceive Setting some goals that I'll never achieve Wishing that life wasn't here to deceive Wishing that I would look forward believe Wishing I didn't cry right in my sleeve Thinking this life is just one that I'll leave