Guilty By Dissociation

Every heartbreak bleeds into the next Take everything that I have to give What's it worth to you If I fall short every time? Do we learn from our mistakes? Mistook gratitude as promise I misplaced my heart for a friend You know this won't be different Be what you want Be what I need Can we pretend a little longer? Is this what it means to be alone? Finding myself in your reflection Trying to keep distracted Nothing to do with me Turn the lights off And I'll reshape what I am Trying to be someone you want Taking steps to be afraid Looking for a way out Before I ever got in Somehow I feel like when I'm lost You're okay Too comfortable with pulling at the stitches Every heartbreak bleeds into the next Take everything that I have to give What's it worth to you If I fall short every time? Do we learn from our mistakes? Mistook gratitude as promise I misplaced my heart for a friend You know this won't be different You know this won't be different Stories you'll never read Is this who I was meant to be? Constantly longing Longing to go home Is this what you wanted? Created without purpose Constantly longing Longing to go home Tell me what's worth leaving out When every part of me is tied into you Tell me what's worth leaving out When every part of me is tied into you Close my eyes and pretend If I heal who will I be If I get better will you still love me? Time will make amends If I heal who will I be If I get better will you still love me?