By My Lonely

I've been by my lonely I'm here riding solo I wish I could change it but I can't trust no one no more No I cannot believe You would get up and leave I've been reminiscing I'm so disappointed Thinking back to how we planned our futures they were golden No I cannot believe You would get up and leave me And now how Can I be the one to Do this by myself I got nobody else Threw away the vision that we had planned for us Left me here alone with all these bruises and cuts Now I feel stuck It's just my luck That everybody leaves Everybody leaves Everybody lies to me Telling me they'll be here for eternity Heart is cold but I still hurt internally All these people leave me with uncertainty Now I got insecurities And I've been really thinking Is it you I should be missing Is it worth the reminiscing Maybe I should really listen to my heart now Telling me to let go of the vision I had planned now I've been by my lonely I'm here riding solo I wish I could change it but I can't trust no one no more No I cannot believe You would get up and leave I've been reminiscing I'm so disappointed Thinking back to how we planned our futures they were golden No I cannot believe You would get up and leave me By my lonely By my lonely By my lonely I just hate the fact that we made so many plans Said that you'd be by my side Now I can't understand I just hate the fact that we shared such a dream Now suddenly you get up and leave But now you've gone and given up on everything we had Now we walk on different paths Got me thinking bout the past Got me thinking about how'd it be Thinking bout how we said we'd make memories Just you and me I can't even stand the pain of it I'm so tired of feeling like this Putting on a fake smile You think I'm okay now Counting up my blessings but I haven't felt okay wow You really didn't care You were there but you really weren't there And if I'm being real then I wish you were But I don't need you now like I did before I've been by my lonely Im here riding solo I wish I could change it but I can't trust no one no more No I cannot believe You would get up and leave I've been reminiscing I'm so disappointed Thinking back to how we planned our futures they were golden No I cannot believe You would get up and leave me By my lonely By my lonely By my lonely I guess we gotta move forward I guess life goes on I guess I'll wish you the best of luck I guess I'll wish you the best of luck I guess I'll wish you the best of luck I've been by my lonely I'm here riding solo I wish I could change it but I can't trust no one no more No I cannot believe You would get up and leave I've been reminiscing I'm so disappointed Thinking back to how we planned our futures they were golden No I cannot believe You would get up and leave me By my lonely By my lonely By my lonely