ENOUGH

I was 12 years old When I remember losing it in the basement of my homies That's when I knew I was sick No, comes over no control of my thoughts Emotions I was sunk into the couch My mind an abyss I said I'm just pissed Go home alone, lay down in my bed Wondering why I feel so alone around all my friends I thought it'd get better when I left home When I got grown Little did I know It doesn't go away if you run, no It only got worse Panic attacks in my room Halfway round the world Over a girl that didn't care about me But I'm trying to get better I'm just trying to be better I'm afraid every time I try to change I end up with pockets full of coins And no cash And no answers The same place No plans Cold hands Cold feet Just me They say i'm doing too much But I ain't been doing enough I've been losing everybody's trust I've been running around Doing shit I can't justify Like my life don't have consequences But I'm just a guy Just trying, but am I trying hard enough? Will it ever be enough? Will it ever be enough? (Will I ever be enough?) Will I ever be enough? (Will I ever be in love?) Will I ever be enough? (Will I ever be in love?) Will I ever be enough? (Will I ever be in love?) Will I ever be enough? (Will I ever be in love?) And I know I should be re-reliant on myself And trust me baby I've been getting better Well some weeks I lie in my bed And I look at that bird print sweater that I got with you Don't let me go And don't forget me Don't forget me I'm not that empty, no