Only Human

Thoughts weigh heavy Bring me down at times Overthinking All these things I've tried I'm only human I'm only human Way that things been looking you would think that I been celebrating I be lying if I said that things been better lately I feel like God was speaking to me when I meditated He said I deviated from the path that he created Thinking I'm a better person when I'm medicated Hella faded feeling my emotions when I'm elevated They been putting cameras on me damn I need a better statement Waving back to home they can't believe it damn he finally made it They can't even see it, think that I'm conceited I can't believe it With your actions there's no rhyme or reason For me to be the same I'm living in a different season They say that all we keep is legacy so I'ma leave it Until deletion, building kingdoms at a deadly rate I'm at a place that if you're fake then we cannot relate And every way I turn I'm cutting corners catching snakes Moving forward keeping pace and leave the rest to fate I could never change Thoughts weigh heavy Bring me down at times Overthinking All these things I've tried I'm only human I'm only human Way the numbers growing you would think I had it all together You and I are looking at success in different measures At the top I'm sitting closer to the stormy weather Feeling pressure I can feel em' judging me by my endeavors I could never say that this was effortless I put in years to get to levels that I represent I'm here to lead the people better than the president Not pointing fingers but I'm speaking in the present tense And ever since I left my home I feel like all I wants a call But I never pick up the phone so I know that I'm at fault Now the focus is honed in on scrolling Instagram Too many messages people that say they give a damn Now I'm a different man My father says I'm too busy My mother says I'm always gone I can't remember a night that I really felt at home I'm finding comfort in traveling to a place unknown Changing like the seasons and recognizing that I have grown Thoughts weigh heavy Bring me down at times Overthinking All these things I've tried I'm only human I'm only human Only human Only human Only human Only human I'm only human