i'm not okay

She's got that these cute green eyes The purest that can be She wanna spend her time Won't fall in love with me I'm hurting on the inside and she can surely see Cuz let me tell ya money and love don't change a thing I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay Drugs Sex money and some love I'll take another drink yeah fill up my cup Secrets That won't leave my lips She tell me that I'm handsome but I don't feel shit Love I love getting fucked up Cuz nowadays it's the only thing that shuts me up I'm numb But I wanna fall in love Got a storm in my heart and I'm giving up I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay Will you Pull me out When my legs give and I start to drown Will you Sell me out When someone new always comes around Will you Pull me out When my legs give and I start to drown Will you Sell me out When someone new always comes around Love I'm just craving for a hug All these missteps and I feel I'm not enough These emotions got me nuts I thought I was the one, but I messed up because I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay