Smile

Hey boo how you doing I need to talk to you my emotions been brewing Hell writing this down I’m already in tears I miss you so let me catch you up thru these years Your boys are doing well, your grandson is grown now Doing good in school and working, he got a full ride Your oldest bossin up and got his shit together With a mini me your grand daughter is your successor Me I’m still kidless Working on myself and as god as my witness I promise that imma make you proud Hell we all will Doing what we love That’s exactly how we all feel But mama I want just want you to know I love you and you always encouraged me to grow You spoke life in your kids and you loved us with all your life So I promise we gon’ keep your name alive Growing up through the years I never thought that I would have see my greatest fear That was losing you but (YOUR SMILE YOUR SMILE) Helped me out (IN MY DARKEST HOUR) And even when I pack away my feelings and I know I’m fucked up I see you picture and I think about your love It makes it easier because (YOUR SMILE YOUR SMILE) Helps me out (IN MY DARKEST HOUR) Hey grandma what’s happening Been staying out the way and that’s somewhat of your fashion Yes I’m still eating that funny food as you call it And working my strength to not cry my eyes balling I swear the first time I saw you cry Was when your mom died I was shocked and surprised I always saw your game face Part of your daily routine was taping the soaps for granddad on that same tape Them were the good ol days I miss them more than ever now that you at them gates Seeing granddad cry for the first time blew my mind He lost the love of his life his beautiful wife That love was 50 plus years Hearing that you left I couldn’t believe my ears But I know that I’ll see you in due time Until then we gon’ keep your name alive Growing up through the years I never thought that I would have see my greatest fear That was losing you but (YOUR SMILE YOUR SMILE) Helped me out (IN MY DARKEST HOUR) And even when I pack away my feelings and I know I’m fucked up I see you picture and I think about your love It makes it easier because (YOUR SMILE YOUR SMILE) Helps me out (IN MY DARKEST HOUR) What’s up my beautiful people I hope that my words in this song make you peaceful I want to let you know it’s ok for you to grieve But remember those we lost are now living in peace No more worries no more fear No more suffering shit no more tears I know that you missing them daily And the fact that you can’t call them up right now is driving you crazy But they still here If you believe then you can feel them near And every time you think about em the signs will be hella clear Hell you might even hear their voice in ya ear Just a lil something to make you smile and filled with cheer Listen I know the pain is difficult But in this type of time we gotta utilize our principles And recognize we all gon’ reunite But until then we gon’ keep their names alive Growing up through the years I never thought that I would have see my greatest fear That was losing you but (YOUR SMILE YOUR SMILE) Helped me out (IN MY DARKEST HOUR) And even when I pack away my feelings and I know I’m fucked up I see you picture and I think about your love It makes it easier because (YOUR SMILE YOUR SMILE) Helps me out (IN MY DARKEST HOUR)