The N (A Letter)

Riding a bike wit my hands free uh Heart beating like a stampede uh Lot in life don’t tempt me nah Switching gears like a ten speed go Now it’s 5am and I still can’t sleep Already prayed to lord for my soul to keep Feel the wind to cheek Like doorless jeep Fool We the same guess you overthink too If you can be my light Cool Then imma be yo light Two Joints we spark em like Kools To clear the stress Don’t smoke cigarettes Chain smoking no Newport’s Oooh If it’s real then won’t you come through I really hope you come too Everything been trash how bout we make it different Like Cold pizza Moan Lisa Ain’t gotta say both peep the catch No World Series still tryna bat Bro wild as hell say don’t wear hat Yea Swear this shit crazy Homegirl say a bitch crazy And you ain’t gotta do this much Can’t say that shit didn’t phase me Lately been hard to tell the difference Between bad advice and well wishes Learned to keep my grass low so now I hear less of the hissing Two sides trick coin All in my head All of my bread All that I’ve spent Did I buy should I rent Patience pacing I been waiting for Moments just one selfish heart been sore Got no key been waiting at the door Not the same no not the one before Decisions been split things I’ve said I know Questions can you answer fore I go Can’t wait cuz weight drags you down to floor Trying to stay reasons need some more Patience pacing I been waiting for Moments just one selfish heart been sore Got no key been waiting at the door Not the same no not the one before Decisions been split things I’ve said I know Questions can you answer fore I go Can’t wait cuz weight drags you down to floor Trying to stay reasons need some more Thinking bout the future make you anxious Remembering the past and how you hate it I ain’t much different usually faded So I can think a lil less time I’ve wasted Pacing patience Face this cadence That’s the music Everytime I do it Yo But looking at my past I peep my future Self sabotage say I been a shooter Black king like Martin Luther Gone But I’m tryna find myself I knew Nothing new Not comfortable Can’t sweater like a huxtable I never settled being number two I guess Only supposed to show my best right Uh Late nights I love to catch flights Peep Flashing light no sirens Yea Thats me living my best life Uh Do you really see my best side Huh Know I was born on the west side Right Flashing lights all sirens Yea Wanna be great live my best life So Peep the days have the best night Uh No dummy on the test flight Nah Tryna be the co pilot Huh Gotta keep the blunt rolled tight Yo Pen bleeding from my soul right Yea Eye low usually yo sight So Only feel when I’m writing Dam Guess I gonna need yo light I need Patience pacing I been waiting for Moments just one selfish heart been sore Got no key been waiting at the door Not the same no not the one before Decisions been split things I’ve said I know Questions can you answer fore I go Can’t wait cuz weight drags you down to floor Trying to stay reasons need some more Patience pacing I been waiting for Moments just one selfish heart been sore Got no key been waiting at the door Not the same no not the one before Decisions been split things I’ve said I know Questions can you answer fore I go Can’t wait cuz weight drags you down to floor Trying to stay reasons need some more