VENOM THEY LEAVE

I've been waiting for resolve honest Seeking love I don't know bout it I've been hook to thought but the Thought Kind of low budget I've been off no remorse Would've thought it was narcotics How they see me was disturbed bout It Uhm making a scene I see You couldn't peep what I'm tryna Achieve And that's a very fragile goal I ain't tryna impede But when the road getting rough I ain't tryna pretend I mean We was real bonded Cradle to the grave we was soul Bonded I mean I thought it was the case I was way on it Shed tears for the baby passionate For it Gotta feel for my pain You was there for it Shit toxic in the veins Gotta feel for it Told lies to the kid I was here for it Then Brodie passed And u ain't even cared for it U Wasn't here for me Some may think it's easy When they Leave But it's on to the next Leave my lost And broken thought Indeed Cuz it's own to the next They think I'm all hate Dark thoughts And damned fate Envisioned as silhouette Moms' heart ain't heart I ain't feeling it She not involved she just talk No ones listening I got a feeling I can't hold adrenaline Vengeance on my mind Can't box in, what's imminent I talk to her try FaceTime She steady fighting demons she Could never face mine I got sum demons that's fiending Upon Waistline Say they hunger for lust n they can Taste mine I've done witness metamorphosis I've done shed The skin, love n my corpse And shit Say I'm shooting for stars N I ain't forcing n it Said I'm shooting for stars N I ain't forcing shit Make it on my own now Broken ties broken bonds Shit I'm grown now I was mourning when u left Not indulged now Running out emotions damn Running laps for the love Fuck a run around Wanna buy a heart You should come n get it now Shit it's running quick fuck it get it On sale Mine too big had enough of show n Tell Monsters here Cautious when u walk around Caught a glimpse N still I'm tryna hold it down Full of sickness Cold hearts run the world Some may think it's easy When they Leave But it's on to the next Leave my lost And broken thought Indeed Cuz it's own to the next Still it's own to the next Heart on my sleeve Wasn't well in my chest Cant be relived When my soul is n depth Lost n I'm found Got a brilliant amount Of sins and I'm stressed I couldn't hold onto memories left Back n the past when there's Nothing to fetch Tell me they love me But love ain't been sensed They told me they love me A lie common sense So I'm gone No talk I'm tired of reaching out I'll get it from My own Role I always figure out The reason for them all wrong Fooling niggas Still I'm bringing up the same song I got the vibes I'm just channeling a different tone Gonna spend on off white elevated Sol They goin reach to get a rise Imma Let em go I can see it n there eyes So I'll let em know U goin leave me when I fall Never when I glow .., Up! Crabs in a barrel they don't wanna Help Snakes full a venom make it love A drug Serpents n the river make it hard To budge I mean I'm fucked up Don't get it fucked up I can play the cold role make it tough Luck Cold shoulder fucked the blood Make the blood stuck Blood clot It's the venom that the snake Left It's the venom they left. THEY KNOW They are the reason That recuperations has been Failing