Toxic Masculinity/ Boys Don't Cry Pt1

Since the jump you weren't supposed to bring up your feelings Abuse passed down from the floor boards to the ceilings Head stay tilted from these one side of earrings Hat broke off, am I starting to see things Walls flyered with toxic masculinity Couch surrounded by unread books like where the fuck you sending me Not to play to cliches, but I think I am my own worst enemy Fuck all the buzz, 'cause, I never found the friend in me Losing my head like I'm Lincoln or Kennedy Shots fired from the grassy knoll of insecurity Dumping fake buckets of blood on your purity Temper stays the length of your hair cut And then what, motherfucker we been stuck Sticking hands in warm water to make your fiends pissed Fuck around and graduate to misogynist And yea I know that we can do better There's more to talk about than sports and the weather Stick your chest in and keep the bass out your voice A willingness to be open puts weight to your voice I wanna rejoice, I need to repent I wanna convey its ok to blow hot air and vent I wanna say its ok to not be There's a way to move passed the mundane monotony Of everyday life, and its ok to be nice Its ok to say sorry and ask for advice I wanna tell all my platonic friends that I love them Before they're six feet tectonic and I'm kneeling above them Like why, why, why god, why Why does it feel so shameful to cry Why did I live, when they had to die And what the fuck does it mean to really be alive Boys, boys, boys don't cry Reaching for help with your hands in the sky, like Boys, boys, boys don't cry Reaching for help with your hands in the sky, like Boys, boys, boys don't cry Reaching for help with your hands in the sky, like Boys, boys, boys don't cry (Reaching for help with your) ..boys don't cry