Sober

Now that I am sober I take back what I said I'm sittin' with this love hangover And boy, it's hurtin' my head It's the middle of October Oh we just came to an end I'm just sorry that there ain't no time left You and I, we're over Now that I’m sober, I realise what you meant When you said all the drink’s been getting to my head Tryna escape all the dread Wake up next day, yeah I’m feeling dead Feeling blue cause I’m hung over Issues, and I’m hungover That’s why I’m never sober Drink alone, I’m a loner Me and stress have a difficult thing She’s the she to my he, the her to my him I wanna be alone But I can’t do it on my own SoI depend on the drinking To throw me out the zone All the money that I spent Could have bought something nice But this an addicting thing And it’s stuck on my mind I take it all back, I was drunk as fuck It doesn’t excuse it, I know I fucked up But you know I didn’t mean it All the shit that I said, I’m surprised you believed it I was loyal to the bottle, and it made me blind All the shit I was drinking really fucked with my mind And maybe we just need to give it some time Now I’m feeling bitter like a lemon and a lime You And I, we're over I take back what I said I'm sittin' with this love hangover Boy, it's hurtin' my head It's the middle of October Oh we just came to an end I'm just sorry that there ain't no time left You and I, we're over Me and you are done When I wanted to be closer You just wanted to run Though I know it's no one's fault If I've learned anything at all With us, no matter how I add it up One plus one is none It’s the middle of the night, I got time to think Venting to my notepad, like it’s a shrink All that’s on my mind is the drink Thinking bout the times throwing up in the sink I wonder how it feels To know that your mind is made up for real About to fall asleep, haven’t eaten a meal I’ll stay drunk if I don't it, guess that’s the deal You and I, we're over, I take back what I said I'm sittin' with this love hangover Boy, it's hurtin' my head It's the middle of October Oh we just came to an end I'm just sorry that there ain't no time left You and I, we're Speaking to a GP, tryna stay sober I treasure our friendship, don’t want it to be over I’ll do anything it takes I’m going crazy like the joker I don’t wanna lose you I don’t wanna bruise you Got a purple heart Not tryna confuse you Going through a war, tryna make peace Everything i do, the stress just increases Only reason that I’m stopping is I don’t wanna fight If i wasn’t gonna lose you, I’d drink every night And i know it’s not right Feeling like my darkness is putting out the light I’m trying my best, I hope that you know I’ll do what it takes, no matter how far I have to go You started being scared, and it started to show I think I need to let my demons go You and I, we're over, I take back what I said I'm sittin' with this love hangover Boy, it's hurtin' my head It's the middle of October Oh we just came to an end I'm just sorry that there ain't no time left You and I, we're over, over, over I'm sitting with this love hangover, over, over It's the middle of October, over, over I'm just sorry that there ain't no, ain't no, ain't no You and I, we're Now that I am You've been on my mind for a while now Tryna get you off 'cause this ain't right now You said it was a vibe for the time being It was nothing more but I just couldn't see it This is not a song for the whole world Felt like it could've been us against the whole world Maybe you were mine and I was your girl Whatever happened to the time that we spent sober? I take back what I said I'm sittin' with this love hangover Boy, it's hurtin' my head It's the middle of October Oh we just came to an end I'm just sorry that there ain't no time left