Miss You Daily

Remember Rainbows Beautiful, Graceful Anything to take my mind away Anything to take my mind away Strawberries, wood stoves, lilacs, dirt roads Worse feeling I’ve ever had Your death was unacceptable like Lemongrab Remember when we got into that yelling match? Kicked me out the house for smoking pot, you were hella mad! The beat left your heart My lungs lost their breath Life's been different since your death So stressed I feel numb nothingness You’ll never feel the Buttery sun Taste the ocean air on your tongue Smell rosemary savory Or hear the sounds of your favorite songs I miss you daily I feel I failed you as a friend Just know you changed me The sad inside will never end This spoken word isn’t justice, It just is, All I can do today Paint rainbows on the gray clouds Find a reason I should stay alive Find a reason I should stay Miss your laughter and predictable jokes Miss the awkward silence on the phone Now your gone I feel lost and alone Magenta sunsetting sitting quiet on a bench Remember scents Garlic Cinnamon Lavender Vinegar Cigarettes and sweat You remind of the garden Peppers, zucchinis, tomatoes, and parsnips Proud phone calls about your harvest You worked the hardest House building artist You remind me of birthdays, bridges and bad advice And baseball games I never cared about until now You had too much pride to ever tell me your proud Of me Miss your laughter and predictable jokes Miss the awkward silence on the phone Now your gone I feel lost and alone Now your jokes seem funnier Comic books, gummy worms Arcades, summers were Spent together at the beach You would drink at the bar I would skate across the street Now your jokes seem funnier Comic books, gummy worms Arcades, summers were Spent together at the beach You would drink at the bar I would skate across the street Miss your laughter and predictable jokes Miss the awkward silence on the phone Now your gone I feel lost and alone