Confessions

These are my confessions These are my confessions These are my confessions These are my confessions I'm sorry if I'm not the one The man that you wanted Just know that you're the only girl that I ever thought of When I think of you the world I knew somehow became a reflection A once so happy place flipped into newfound rejection It's like I'm forced to be sad Don't wanna be mad I just thought that one day we'd have kids to call me dad and I'd be proud No need to be loud except for screams of joy and pleasure You knew I was the only one there when you were under the weather But I guess it's whatever You made your choice and moved on I told my feelings I'd prove em wrong Now here's this blue song You came up to a shy guy and changed his point of view The only thing inside his mind is broken memories of you Why'd you have to do it You broke my heart in two You left me for another guy who'd rather have new shoes than you But fuck it, we're through I never mattered much to you Three words love, trust, and loyalty They stick to me like glue ooh I hope you're having a revelation I'm throwing up more words than our average conversation Remember that time we went to the train station You pushed me on the tracks Had me decapitated Wait nevermind that was final destination Every time you said you loved me Hesitation In the bed room you had no imagination It was borderline solo masturbation Attention everyone quick it's an evacuation There's a heartbroken man swinging swords with anticipation He can't help himself He's screaming words of affirmation He must have cracked the code Learned the meaning of loves creation But wait how could that be How could a mere mortal hold secrets such as these Was it in the prophecy for Mr.E to discover There's no way man He can't even write a love letter Well you're wrong there It just takes more than words to get her You gotta put in work and learn to show effort Treat her like a princess and in the future like a queen Give her all the love you have and never be mean and never have greed What's hers is hers and yours is hers because once you're the king she'll value your worth Well I haven't gotten that far The farthest I've gotten is past her house in my car because I'm broken hearted She left me in the dark so I'm just gonna move on and try to forget about her Gunna find myself a princess who does no wrong Gunna lay next to me wearing no thong I promise you my life's gonna go on strong I'll keep spending every day Tryna pick up the pieces Cuz my heart is just a puzzle that's been abandoned in the rubble Now I might be forever incomplete I accepted this defeat but I couldn't keep it all discreet You weighed me down with the chains of your lies And your beauty was nothing but a disguise to heartbreak You can't fake This love was not a mistake I don't regret our time together and I gotta get this off my chest cuz honestly you were the best You stood up high above the rest with the way you made me feel But honestly that was years ago so its not that big a deal I hope you're happy These are my confessions These are my confessions These are my confessions These are my confessions These are my confessions