Blame It on Me

Aye was it me? Or was it you? Looking at beautiful pictures of you Nowadays ain't nothing cooler to do But I've been better, I'm better than you I'm in a hell of a grind on my own I know you got your own shit on the side Look at calendar look at the days going by and I'm flowing enough until I see you cry I know you miss me I know you left But now that you looking for me as I'm gone Coming by me then you went to the next Now you regret that you doing me wrong Baby regret it I know you did in a couple of weeks Baby, I said it Days later you begging for me How did it take you so long? To see where you really belong I swear I tried everything in the days that I could And even some days that I spoke to myself Blame it on me It was an easy escape You lost your man in a cape A superman saving the day But not for you Blame it on me Cause you were not brave enough Cause you didn't try your best Cause you've been wanting to rest Now that I'm doing way better you try to come back But my heart turned black And nothing will change if you never change Don't say I've been acting strange I know you know what I heard Telling me bird is the word I've been with a beautiful girl And she don't want diamonds and pearls I swear that she meaning my world Beautiful smile with the curves Sometimes she can get on my nerves Still get what she deserves Doing my best when it comes to the music Falling for you make me feel motivated Trapped myself inside my thoughts But when I'm with you imma feel like I made it I know you relate to the pain in my voice Try to come out when I'm making my songs Claiming that being depressed is a choice And even then you never ask what is wrong Maybe I'm stuck in my feelings Maybe I'm seeing myself with a rope in my neck while I hang from the ceiling If I ever die you the villain I'm trying my best to come out with my feelings for you but you ain't gonna listen We always gone deal with the same shit I'd go to the past and erase it I swear