I'm a Happy Person

It's nice to go back up there Then, it just makes it more beautiful of a thing Oh not me, I'm a happy person, it doesn't hurt me Can't have any monsters One time is all you need with the right person That, are more beautiful Who are you? Just me No And you can sit down and talk to me about it and that's beautiful I don't know what psychotic means really They can tell us we're crazy And we can say "oh you haven't seen anything yet" People trying to tell us that we crazy Give it all we just trying to make it Live through the struggle and life's amazing Getting passed going and trying to take it I can't stop the talk Devil trying to take me to the dark Life on pause, cause I've been going through it hard Where to stop? Or where do I begin to start Life is short I'm searching for my scattered part Yeah I'm really in the dark Not what I imagined I've been drifting far apart Searching for the beauty when the light is dark Looking happy don't know how I feel inside my heart Oh not me I'm a happy person Can't have any monsters It doesn't hurt me Who are you? Just me Who are you? What kind of a line do you want? Don't, now he won't answer me because you already know what the insight was See, yes you do He won't answer me He wants me to say it dammit, ha ha ha No Who am I? Do I know myself I'm looking through with one eye Connected when I pay attention to the sunrise I'm many things I hope I know myself when I die Life long question trying to figure out what's in mine Hiding from these monsters always dropping by when I rise Unsettling, they created from the inside No telling who I am tomorrow, hopin' I can get by the feel Can't control what I feel Don't know what to do the devil makin' deals I keep it to myself when life is getting real I don't know the answer feelings stay concealed You're doing it for you because it's your idea Because you're somebody that knows about stuff like this I'm glad that you're doing it Just hope you get the right stuff out of it for people What's the right stuff? The feeling, nervous Or introverted, or what does it mean? Off your head Oh really? It's not that way at all