Don't Look for Me

I poured myself into you Entangled in a knot that I can’t undo The sense of resentment is a feeling I’m working through I wake up here I’m all alone I drag myself out to the show The conversations test my patience and the blatant undertones I hate the hotels, the parties, the people are fake I think about our driveway and envision my escape You say ‘you’re my creation’ and I feel so resigned So I left while you were sleeping and I’ll be redefined Feel Too real Brand new No shame But can’t escape The freedom I feel as I drive away Don’t Look For Me Don’t Look For Me This weathered town The vacant nights Rooms filled with fumes and company flights Always last to leave like me ‘cause we’re empty inside You really think you’re niche and exceptionally well-dressed You say ‘I’m so together babe, why are you such a mess?’ But I enjoy my own company more and more each day See love is not a loss, it doesn’t cost, it liberates Feel Too real Brand new No shame But can’t escape The freedom I feel as I drive away Don’t Look For Me So I’ll buy new towels, new mugs, new glass, new life New coat, new hair, I’ll wash it twice New perspective as I retreat Thinking I bet you wish you’d never ever ever met me Don’t Look For Me Don’t Look For Me