Maniac

I look you in the eyes and I see stars, and I see myself If I ever lost us the world would lose me too Your eyes turn a little teary again, I'm wary of what to say so I Keep it inside my head, not like I have anything to say It's been a while since we talked, like, proper, can't remember when, if I'm honest And I can't seem to understand that you're trying your very fucking best and You ignore me for days and then say I'm really sorry babe but I need some space We're in an LDR but we don't live far from each other's arms I sit here writing songs about you but they won't bring back the times with someone who Made me stronger in so many ways, how I wish to go back to those days Those days we'd just hang out and smile, we'd try to slow down the passing of time But it always seemed to run out, I'd cry every time I walked out 'Cause I didn't want to leave you alone, you told me 'bout the shadows That told you you weren't good enough, I wanted to scare them off But in doing so, I scared you away, I thought I had finally found a way To get behind that wall of yours but I guess you like to close doors I try to find the best in all of this But you're the best, and you're the one I miss I guess we're better off on our separate ways But this mind of mine's become an endless maze One step forward, two more back I wish it hadn't had to end like that Our love was supposed to be like an open road but for you, it was more like a boat-less oar Wish I knew a way to take us back does that make me a maniac Maniac Does that make me a maniac Maniac Does that make me a maniac