Joel Miller

Man, such a crazy life Man it’s such a crazy life Man this shit is crazy, right People dropping dead like flies Got me worried about mine Worry sitting still on mind Hindu cycle of life Trying to get through this right Wanna get off this ride Body wanna flight or fight Tell it everything’s alright But I knows that’s a lie All I see is the end in sight Only with the pen, I feel might Only with some pills, I like life Tryna eat my meals, live right Tryna get a deal, thats right Every-bodies got their plight Negative thoughts, all I find So I get high like a kite Tryna get higher than the sky Tryna leave it all behind But I can’t get away The binds too tight Demons coming at me, all sides Stomping on my ego and pride Sometimes I feel like fuck this life Damn And that’s alright I'd like to think that everything happens for a reason Even though it just feels so meaningless I want the bigger plan to be immediate But I just can’t see it yet Heart broken, feel I’m bleeding to death Need some medication, to clean up this mess Need amazing grace, and need it in the flesh Like I’m underwater, its hard to catch my breath All I’ve been doing is crying through my pen Don’t care if you think I’m a bitch Lately I’ve been feeling like a kid Watching Tom & jerry and shit While nobodies home, just me and my feelings Just like the empty platitudes you tell to children Listen Better get it while the getting's good Fuck waiting for the end I wanna transcend now Eating & drinking I’ve been living good I did what I could, I’m lost not found Whole lot of fear and that’s no good I was lost in my thoughts, Now I’m Lost in the sound You know I pray to God And then I’m feeling good But not often he’s around Still stuck on the ground