Swan Song

Swan song Swan song This is my Swan song Let's take it back way before I wanted to rap Back when I used to act like a mat Let everyone walk across me like that Swat at me, I should have been smacked To be exact I barely could keep myself intact No one could understand the impact I had to enact my tact to be exact With all these thoughts my head is jam packed It made me realize that I was in a loop that I had to get back so I could regroup Control myself so that I don't stoop Down to their level and begin to droop How would you like it if I hung myself from the ceiling fan I'll use the shelf To hoist up and begin to tie the belt I feel as if I'm beginning to lose my health But another day dawns as I begin to yawn No sleep again cause the night is all gone What am I gonna do it's all wrong I just wanna let it all out in a song If I don't admit that something's wrong How could I seek help and move along I took one to many hits from the bong Now my brain is fried and I'm too far gone A common theme as I begin to yawn I guess that I am just not that strong What did I do to spawn so wrong I guess this is just my swan song I don't know what to do anymore, this is for you If I don't get away soon, this will be my last tune It's for you Feel the beat of the drum in your chest One look is all it takes you're obsessed But if I may just let me suggest I can see that you are very depressed Who is that talkin' and why does he sound like he as a problem with my rotten Personality that has fallen below my own standards of margin C'mon don't pretend you don't know me We could have so much fun with rum see I don't even drink who is inside me I hear voices in my head you see Lost at sea I don't have any safety I think I'm beginning to lose my sanity Someone better stop this tragedy Only thing holding me is gravity I am hollow I have a cavity My whole body is empty apparently It's not empty not necessarily Take a pill and eat it regretfully You know what, I think I will I think I may just have a pill What's the odds that it would actually kill I'm just gonna relax and chill I'm dozing off watching Doctor Phil As I begin to feel the time stand still My body likes it, it likes the thrill So I think I may just have another pill I don't know what to do anymore, this is for you If I don't get away soon, this will be my last tune It's for you Prolonged use could cause some damage I'm not savage I'm just tryna' manage This passage could not hold my baggage Some knowledge spewed all through this message How could I stand this This is not bliss I'd rather miss Out on every single time I climb in my prime on my own dime But with time I will rhyme in each line every single time I cried And every single time I died inside I couldn't lie To my family the one beside of me Keenan you too you've seen this side of me All along you were on the side of me Hesitant to include this side of me I feel like I have an army Together we can bring anarchy Anyone can get this cavalry I won't even burn a calorie It's a new day, a new day is dawnin' I feel like I keep on yawning In and out and out I'm nodding Driftin' off but now I'm startin' I guess it's time that I start poppin' You couldn't guess it now it's shocking Some will say that I'm just mockin' I'm not and you better get it through your noggin I don't know what to do anymore, this is for you If I don't get away soon, this will be my last tune It's for you I don't know what to do anymore, this is for you If I don't get away soon, this will be my last tune It's for you