Spider

When I smelled you on my hair and tasted what you were inside Felt the burn of 26 drops Every year I'd been alive Before you disconnected Before I had been replaced Before you sat me down, focused in and told me to my face Those who’ve always nurtured me are the ones I pushed away Cause I'm a lover and a fighter Spun up and caught in this web And I've been bitten by a spider I'm full of venom and left for dead With respect I kept my distance Laid these memories to rest Through your poisonous seductions I was back in your nest I reject this passive dialog Your control I resent There's no D/S dynamic if I did not consent Cause I'm a lover and a fighter Spun up and caught in this web And I've been bitten by a spider I'm full of venom and left for dead This is my disease I set these expectations that disappoint me My insanity These repetitive results Of what I do to me Those who've had their way with me are the ones I wish would stay Cause I'm a lover and a fighter Spun up and caught in this web And I've been bitten by a spider I'm full of venom and left for dead Cause I'm a lover and a fighter Spun up and caught in this web And I've been bitten by a spider I'll squash your power till it's dead