Lettin' Go

I gave myself away in case you didn't notice Said something's in hopes that you too could be open I see today you smiling wider then you did I'm a jealous type I wish I was that nigga you with It would put a smile if I saw you as drepressed as I've been When I look in the mirror I'm not the same as I was then I hope you proud you the reason why I'll never love again I wrote this message for you I hope you understand I was meant for you and you were meant for him I guess you wanna be a wife to a boyfriend again They say in a form of love you get back what you give A broken heart is all I have and all there is Life had hit me hard I'm not the same no more We still holding but things ain't the same as before Even if I say it won't feel the same no more Fact is we never loved each other but the idea more I loved you while you were still learning how to love yourself My love for you was as real as how most you felt You can't keep what ain't meant to be yours You were always mine it's clear that I was never yours I was I was looking for myself inside you You lied when you saw me trip and you told me I got I got your back babe I'm nothing without you I can't really point it out but there was something about you I wouldn't want to be consistent with someone inconsistent The fact that I love you is probably what makes it different I didn't think pain would stoop as low as wearing panties We were both always smiling but only one of us was happy But I respect your honesty when you told me you never liked me The perks of being a person that always gives and taken lightly If you were never posted they were never proud to have you You were only with me not because you wanted to but had to I guess you can't be mine but I wanna be yours Wanted take you to a place where you'll never feel lost A place filled with loved that'll admire your flaws Rather fall in love with me more then you do with the thought I know you can relate we just don't know where to start We were separated by you and I it was never us And we were distant somehow fading we losing touch And this is how I felt when I felt like I'm losing us Every night I fell in love you were plotting on leaving That's the only thought you had about me every evening Deep down I just wanna say voetsek and fuck off But I'm not that type of person but this is where you get off It's hard to let go off you It's hard to let go off you But what's the point of holding on to someone who doesn't want you to I'm dealing with this break up the only way I know how to But I'm glad that we apart life is just better without you With a melted wax and burnt rope, we can't recandle boo Gotta give it all to someone who wouldn't do the same for you I was always drunk in love but sometimes had sober thoughts You gotta let it go it'll stay if it's meant to be yours