cONFUSION

I’m just thinking out loud Wondering where are you now? This is old news, looking at you Im just confused, I’m just confused Feeling like life is full of delusion Every turn I take I’m faced with confusion I don’t really know how I’m feeling anymore I just smoked a bowl and I’m laying on the floor Now I’m needing more, brains sore Only 21, Still unlocking all my doors All I feel lately is all this confusion I don’t know what’s real and what’s an illusion I don’t really know if you’re honest when you speak I don’t really know how many promises to keep She ain’t got respect for me, I put that bitch ahead me The circumstance upsetting me Regret will be the death of me A fork in the road I know where the right goes Left is unpredictable and risky I suppose I been damaged from the go Acting like I didn’t know Damn, huh, what the fuck for I’m real at the core and I feel all the shit My sister gone cross my mind every time I slip I hate a hypocrite but I still sit back and I sip Love a little bitch that won’t take my lip Love a little game that I’m never gonna win I don’t feel blessed so I think I’m gonna sin I don’t really do too good at the end I don’t understand how ya fucking with a friend You really like fucking with emotion, huh? Shot me down after that promotion, huh? Come back whenever ya got the notion, huh? I still made you drip like an ocean Still made mistakes with steps I can’t retake Still held on when the ground began to shake Got a lot of issues and I think this takes the cake Giving out trust just to watch it fucking break Feeling like life is full of delusion Every turn I take I’m faced with confusion I don’t really know how I’m feeling anymore I just smoked a bowl and I’m laying on the floor Now I’m needing more, brains sore Only 21, still unlocking all my doors All I feel lately is all this confusion I don’t know what’s real and what’s an illusion Petals on the floor do you love me do you not I don’t understand all these feelings that I caught I been way to high, now I’m waiting on a drop She left me feeling shocked Got my head fully rocked All these vibes around me I’m just dancing off a perc Only bout the money, stopped caring bout the work All these likes and comments can’t compromise my worth You been going ghost, so I know you tryna lurk So tell me was worth it That was far from perfect How do these coincidences come up in the first place I don’t even get a second to fully digest Clinging to a thought then changing it the next I can’t even say I think you did your best I’m a fucking fool just stuck staring at your text Tears in my eyes but my thoughts are perplexed I’m a mess go to bed, try to ease my mind in rest Im just fucked up in my mental and it’s not the greatest look She like the way I sound when I’m singing on a hook Fucking with the cover but you ain’t read the book Dropping like flies now I’m not even shook Leave my ass alone if ain’t tryna cook Got Pitch on the beat so it’s all fucking good I don’t wanna stress so I’m gone smoking woods You been out touch just like ya fucking should Feeling like life is full of delusion Every turn I take I’m faced with confusion I don’t really know how I’m feeling anymore I just smoked a bowl and I’m laying on the floor Now I’m needing more, brains sore Only 21, Still unlocking all my doors All I feel lately is all this confusion I don’t know what’s real and what’s an illusion