Whole Life (feat. Ai Kado)

How can you tell me that I'm wrong when you don't know what's going on and I been doing this my whole life They try to tell me that I'm strong so what's the point of talking on when you not looking at the whole sight See I been saying this my whole life I been down for a minute for my whole life Ain't seen my daughter in a minute I had to pray twice Ain't talk to God in a minute he to me to hold tight the devil got you and he gripping And I just can't get away I feel it holding me back They want to rain on my parade and I'm still marching through that They say I'm going through a phase and I'm still living with that I tried to swallow down this pain I feel it crumbling back I had a girl who gone ride for me But I still couldn't love her Got some n***** that'll slide for me But i still don't trust them Bought my mama that new diamond on her Boy You know that' custom Know my brother got designer on him boy you bet not touch him I can't even look my daddy in his eyes I know it hurt him I can't tell him what I really feel inside cause it'll crush him I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired I'm not a burden How can I tell you that I changed when I'm still playing with my demons Trying to stay away from pussy Lord knows that I been fiending Pray I find out who I am soul searching for my meaning Father told me it's my time Lord Knows I can't keep a secrete And I put that on my mama I put that on my Soul Got The City on my back And I ain't ever letting go Go to church and pay my tithes Feel like I'm paying for my soul Wishing I could turn back time But these the lessons that I've chose How can you tell me that I'm wrong when you don't know what's going on and I been doing this my whole life They try to tell me that I'm strong so what's the point of talking on when you not looking at the whole sight I been running my whole life I'm tired of running It's time to face them fears I don't know when just know they coming And I don't know if I'll live to see the day my lil one running Cause these n***** envy me they catch me lacking and they gunning I see the way these diamonds hit i know they stunning Don't think bout robbing me swear to God i will dump it Don't think you touching me swear to God they done buzzing They really know that I'm buzzing hop at a n**** don't touch me Don't tell no lies do you trust me Don't tell no lies do you trust me How can you tell me that I'm wrong when you don't know what's going on and I been doing this my whole life They try to tell me that I'm strong so what's the point of talking on when you not looking at the whole sight I been running my whole life I'm tired of running It's time to face them fears been through that so keep it coming It's time to face them fears It's time to face them fears