Truth

Can I speak the truth Or do you prefer lies I don't wanna hide my pain somewhere deep inside I've been battling depression almost all my life The times I look the happiest is when my heart cries, yeah Can you hear my heart cry I let it bleed, then I pour it in my pen and write I'm on my knees, I've been praying in my bed at night I need to breathe, I can barely sleep most nights, yeah The xans tried to take my life Look I ain't even playing man I almost died that night But God came through with that light God came through with His angels that night I used to mix the lean with the sprite, yeah I used to smoke weed every night, yeah I knew something just wasn't feeling right So I had to spread my wings to ascend to newer heights I had to slow it down and try to get a better sight I had to clear my mind, took about twelve fortnights Walking down the road in the moonlight Hop inside my whip and speed off Hit the brakes but I ain't lose the drive, yeah Nah I ain't lose it though I guess the harder it gets, we just keep moving on I'll never quit, God told me I'm his chosen one So if you don't wanna stay, baby walk right out that door Lately I've had my knees on the floor Reaching out my hands to the one up on the throne I'm so tired of being down, so it's time I go and soar Get my feet up off the ground, it's time I go to war Lately I've been thinking 'bout what is best for me Honestly I need to figure out what is meant for me God show me the way I need your energy God show me the way to where the grass is green God show me the way to where the grass is green Yeah, uh I'm holding onto God's words till my last breath Every word in front of me, I'm walking up the steps Really blessed, eternal life is the best gift But I don't even deserve it I need to confess, yeah I've made mistakes so many times Hurt so many people I wish I could hit rewind So much guilt and shame filling up my mind And I've been praying to the sky, please God give me a sign, yeah My God, so divine Can you see, how the stars, they align, yeah And I done told so many lies Everyday I wake up and thank God that I'm alive, yeah And I can feel my heart racing, my mind pacing I can't get lost in translation, the matrix Holy Spirits presence so amazing I gotta keep it moving I can never be complacent, yeah And I just wanna be the best that I can be No more looking back, I'm just finding who I'm supposed to be Put your hand on my chest and feel my heartbeat The truth is I don't know where to go, but we got the keys The truth is I don't know where to go, but we got the keys So let's ride, so let's ride, let's ride Can I speak the truth, or do you prefer lies, yeah Can I speak the truth, or do you prefer lies