shoulda

I shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda I shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda I shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda I shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda I shoulda known better. Getting in to something with someone I didn't want I'm a used letter It's been done, I done did it This ain't nothing new I ain't special Learn from it And listen baby girl it was fun, I don't regret it This just ain't for me So I'ma quit while I'm ahead Didn't mean to hurt you even though I know it stings Love and heart break build each other, lego piece I wish you the best I wish the same for me Just because I'm breaking up with you, just know this ain't a breeze See I'ma be alone I'm lacking confidence It'll probably be a couple more years till I get sex I know you'll be fine with that face, with that ass, with that little laugh Ain't no guy gon-ever pass up on you There's bigger better things out there for you and me Life's a roller coaster, just be sure to buckle up your seat I shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, I shoulda known better I shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, I shoulda known better I shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, I shoulda known better I shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, shoulda, I fell in love with a girl I shoulda known better Fell in love with a girl Who was out my league She made a man out of me She broke me piece by piece Eyes just like the sea I've never seen such a beautiful being Italian skin she was fit like bit And if that went over your head just look down at your wrist Would you look at the time A couple most steps then maybe I'll be fine, yeah It's been a few years since she broke my heart I told myself I'd never love again It's too hard She set the standard so high, I couldn't reach That's a blow to myself, I'm only five three Nah, I'm just playing I'm actually five four But every inch counts, or so I'm told I apologize, I'm getting side tracked Now back to the matter at hand I thought I'd never love again until this woman came up in my life and ruined every single plan I had She's beautiful, she's kind She want's me all the time I don't deserve her love, but she won't leave me cuz she's mine I shoulda I shoulda Don't deserve her love But she won't leave me cuz she's mine I shoulda I shoulda Don't deserve her love But she won't leave me cuz she's mine I don't deserve her love I don't deserve one bit I'm a selfish human being That's what sinful nature did That's a biblical reference I'm going old school Taught by mom and dad Best believe I'm homeschooled I think that's why I want to change up my behavior My savior is looking down on me like I'm a failure Weight of the world in the palm of His hands Yet I'm still asking Him for love and riches to spend Enough of that, that's a song in itself Maybe I'll write another just to pray for myself, but Back to this whole spiel about my feels I recommend you learn from the past, don't stand still I learn adapt and like bob, I just build Don't sit on that shit, we call it landfill I only tell you this to give you some real context Successful relationships, they do exist We live, we learn, we drown to swim We crawl through the mud to come out the other end Love is patient, love is kind Love is worth it if it's right Don't settle for the lesser You deserve a happy life