Clarity

Searching for some clarity nothing is repairing me The drugs the girls and the mass amounts of therapy I've got a laundry list of shit I know that I should've done I ain't eat my meat so where the fuck I get this pudding from Said he got my back turns out that he was fronting No evil here so witnesses are steady seeing nothing Last time that I spazzed out they thought that I would back down Running up knuckles dust hid the strap inside the stash house Levels in this hell When you don't know yourself The answers there So be prepared But yo I'm back on my bullshit Mad with a full grin Dashing to class I'm a spaz on this school shit Smart enough to have questions about every move I make Dumb enough think it out still act reckless and make mistakes Strong enough to stack up weights and lift all Weak enough to rack up pain from impulse Help me help me save me from myself please I don't truly need the help but if you care about me tell me Autumn is kind of jealous from how hard that I fell leaves Blow away special k isn't always healthy I glance in the mirror and I'm still haunted by my past I still remember the day I saw my momma crying last Enrolled in school I made a promise I can pass Got back into rap because they're monetizing trash Chasing cheese has gotten souls lost inside the trap At least they fed the mouse I chose better routes to optimize the craft It's still rest in peace to Nick and it's rest in peace to Dre I hope when you went that you didn't feel the pain Shit we do its just another factor in the game My bro Dave said the cool ones always pass away I rep the north so it's always free my brother dirty bird He was gone before I even found out where he went Thank your minds for the time to listen to my wordy words You're always there when I'm self aware and need to vent