Oh, My Chameleon Perceptions

Lying in the leaves Music flowing through her bones Thoughts, ideas swell inside Visual creation It needs no explanation Springtime day at noon Life begins to bloom Kicking stones straight down Laughing now She's such a clown World is ending She cares not Life blooms on That's her sole thought Drumming on Marching on They shoot She feels not They've died She knows not They're in pain Alone Forgot In a new world devoid of devotion to tradition and song lost in illusion forgetting the wrongs of a generation's past Into the night we step into darkness seeking the light of the sun and the moon forgiving the world for it's only doomed Sadly awaking I look to my left seeing the dragons breathing fire at dawn clutching my chest beginnings are gone Strong evolution revolutions gone past escaping the prison of timing and space into the reasons we all leave this place Nonsensical murmurs of the front porch light piercing mosquitoes illuminating misdeeds from men who seek evil but play good in the light My, my what do I actually care Because I don't Not in this vast darkness in the infinite corridors of my mind I cannot care for when I cease to care, my my head is free Yes freedom slowly cut out surgically removed from the national conscience Subconscious are my thoughts Silent protest on the lawn picketing fences The dull ache The notion Yearning Screaming shut up Alas, refrain Innocence Impolite There is no right to silence Silence your pain Memories Screaming Aching Nervous breaking Flood I am uncertain day to day Are you true Why do I ponder No importance I trust your words Your actions confuse me Sanity is but a dream nonexistent Labeled Tell me who I am Who are you I cannot say what I want for I do not know I walk among earthquakes pondering the purpose but not seeing one Joy is fleeting Why do you use me so No I like it Overwhelmed No time Have I misjudged everyone or is the world more skeptical than I I am a fool Damn my inhibitions They lead me into a cage Trapped for no reasons Destined for a lonely world Thousands walking Paths collide We are blind I fear what you'd think Do you know I retract my harsh words You were right