Believe What U Want (feat. Kid Projekt)

I've been jumpin' guns 'cause I run too fast When somethin' seems wrong and I see the past It's not what it seems at first glance Too late I already advanced Didn't give them a chance to explain When they said that I felt the pain Already put the knife in their back 'Cause it brought me back a decade with flashbacks When I realized they weren't on the attack It was too late and I was off-track Now I realize I was unfair I was just scared and I wasn't all there Back then I was misunderstood I used to suck with words felt like I was no good Some people took me for some kind of creep That's why the pain I felt was so deep But now I'm not gonna try To convince you otherwise I don't chase after lies I know who I am inside I don't need to validate My existence with your hate Now I'm not gonna front I'll let you believe what you want Had to take my time to see To take responsibility Believe in my ability All the time I could've been free From this disease wantin' to please All these people on my knees Beggin' and pleadin' for them not to leave 'Cause I was sick of losing folks Seein' me as some kind of joke An artist hiding behind their work They're kind of ugly and kind of a jerk That's what I thought at first When my mind was at it's worst People started to fade Abandoned me and throwing shade I take some of the blame I've had my issues too I understood why they left after what I put them through I didn't always listen I wasn't the best friend But I wasn't the worst just needed to learn in the end Cause I'm not perfect and I make mistakes I grew up in places where one false move they'd make me break Perfection is trendy that's what I heard them preach I got sick of it easy you know what they should teach Do what makes you happy stop tryin' to impress Not everyone will like you so don't get in that mess I'm not somethin' to fix I'm buildin' my future high We all got flaws somehow just remember that we try If you think you don't belong 'cause you have no friends or lovers Flaws don't make you ugly, the rainbow needs all it's colors Otherwise it's not as beautiful we're all supposed to learn There is no when is my time to shine when is it my turn Every day's your moment you make your life your own Despite the circumstances let it be known you have grown You have what it takes don't worry about what they say Peace love and thanks to anyone that stays But now I'm not gonna try To convince you otherwise I don't chase after lies I know who I am inside I don't need to validate My existence with your hate Now I'm not gonna front I'll let you believe what you want But now I'm not gonna try To convince you otherwise I don't chase after lies I know who I am inside I don't need to validate My existence with your hate Now I'm not gonna front I'll let you believe what you want