Looking Up

Lookin up I see you now We used to cut a rug Part hard getting loud Can still see your face when I’m walking threw a crowd Hope you u save a spot for me It might be awhile Bet it up I hear you now Life is too short to be living on the couch I can feel your gaze I’m just tryna make u proud And on my darkest days I can feel you all around Holding me down Cause I’ve been roller coastin face like playing poker Played joker dazed in smoke is just the way I tend to cope Since I quit drinking I can see depression doesn’t follow me A darkened demon used to think that it would come to swallow me then All it takes is just a friend or day one just to reel you in When you get lost and out to sea it’s fly or die and sink or swim Then I begin to float to safety thought it was a gust of wind But it was you to help me keep on moving all while you defend Holding me down Some where I got lost but Im thinkin of you so I feel like I’m found But brain helicopter done Something to stop it will run through my mind When I’m feelin down Run through my mind but jogging my fear Standing around it ain’t goin no where Itch I can’t scratch on the back of it my neck How I wish I could just take it all back Too many funerals caskets constant reminder that time is passing Pick up a passion and press on the gas cause one day and It all gone pass But I’ve got a theory that this is a dream one day we’ll wake up one day we’ll be free Used to look down but pain can teach Look to the sky and now I can see Lookin up I see you now We used to cut a rug Part hard getting loud Can still see your face when I’m walking threw a crowd Hope you u save a spot for me It might be awhile Bet it up I hear you now Life is too short to be living on the couch I can feel your gaze I’m just tryna make u proud And on my darkest days I can feel you all around Holding me down Remember bbq and parties we was wilding having fun Remember everything you taught me don’t matter if you was young Look at life like what’s the meaning people need me I need them Running from my demons now I got no where to run Here you come There for me when I’m alone or is it just all in my head Not fair that you had to go could we just talk more instead If saying goodbye Now that I know scoured the globe Love you don’t let you go Without the pain there is no love to come make you whole One of the best one of the realest Life is a test you passed it with brilliance Now you in a place where there’s no ceilings no cap and no gats Because there’s no killing A place where material doesn’t exist Harmony bliss not balling a fist One day will be there one day we’ll be free look to the sky and who do I see Lookin up I see you now We used to cut a rug Part hard getting loud Can still see your face when I’m walking threw a crowd Hope you u save a spot for me It might be awhile Bet it up I hear you now Life is too short to be living on the couch I can feel your gaze I’m just tryna make u proud And on my darkest days I can feel you all around Holding me down