Onward

What you know about being down and out Constantly being shot down Knocked down counted out I thought i had success GPS I couldn't find a route Bottled my tears and fears so ain't no time for me to shout it out Dream deferred but it's fully faded Tryna support myself with this little loot that I'm scraping The butterfly effect i'll admit i was complaining Cause nothing was really good i suffered being complacent This is your conscious jvon you'll never make it Your friends say they support you deep down they'll never play it With all that deep introspective stuff you demonstrated is dope but it ain't nothing to quote they'll never say it They'll hit you with something dumb like that's hot that joint is blazing if you think they would properly push you then you're mistaken jvon Jvon wake you up from all this nonsense Ain't no sense of moving onwards i am your conscious Tell the world goodbye I’m giving it up I truly forfeit The momentum I had I truly lost it I feel the road to my dreams I never crossed it But something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward Moving me onward Something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward Moving me onward Something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward Career been stop and go But i done had some good spurts Kobe mentality Olajuwon with the footwork Lyrics is curry accurate LeBron james fortitude Life been beating me up Guess I've been playing with jordan rules According to opinions from others why am i still here This rap things a young man's game bro you should feel weird Invested so much time in my craft but lost some real shares Started from the bottom and we it must be my luck or I'm stuck in reverse stuck in this dirt Ain't no room for real rappers i guess mumbling works But nah i done balanced my pace i’m back in this race The marathon continues by all accounts i’m back on the chase Tell the world goodbye I’m giving it up I truly forfeit The momentum I had I truly lost it I feel the road to my dreams I never crossed it But something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward Moving me onward Something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward Moving me onward Something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward Damn Marley I miss you You would be disappointed if you was still alive you would tell me to seize the moment When Kwiz told me you passed oh my god I frigging lost it Sitting in the back at your wake my eyes balling I don’t know if I can finish this recording You would tell me continue forward never forfeit I also miss you xiomara torres I regret the last fight that made you get the abortion We could of had a jvon junior or little xio who know’s we could of had a couple of little hijo’s I close my eyes trying to forget that it’s all real I pray i see you both in heaven when it’s all ended Tell the world goodbye I’m giving it up I truly forfeit The momentum I had I truly lost it I feel the road to my dreams I never crossed it But something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward Moving me onward Something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward Moving me onward Something in my heart and my mind is moving me onward