Changed (Interlude)

Yeah I be getting to the end Getting to the end of everything I can't pretend You be telling me your shit yeah drive me round the bend I can't even vouch for ya everything is bad from ya Good thing starts then we leave it in the past Life's too short yeah our time's going fast I can't even speak and I can't even think Ima sit down yeah give me a fucking drink I just wanna let loose with a grey goose maybe a couple more Fuck it give me the whole bottle ima pour some more Heart feeling weak and my head quite sore Everything that I've been hearing everything I fucking saw Started talking to a new girl short name It was different but I guess it's just another fucking game She just played about and I just wanna fuck about The word spread you heard about it yeah you found out Yeah now you know how I felt When I heard about you and dickhead and yeah it's heartfelt Yeah your heart sinks makes you really think Made me realise I got a lot to think about Got a lot to think about think about me Gotta put myself first now I'm gunna see What I'm really made of what I'm all about Can't forget my boys yeah giving them a shout Tryna look for something but I'm not looking for new ones All about the fun but I'm not wanting the loose ones Wanting something clean Wanting something fresh Knowing what I want yeah that's the fucking best I'll be saying everything I get it off my chest Realise the pressure every day is now a test Tryna test me? You can keep trying Say it doesn't bother me and then I would be lying Yeah I've taken L's Learn and nothing else You be calling me on random days and that just tells Tell me where your heads at Tell me where your hearts at Everything about it and I know it's me I hate that Hating everything about it Hating all the bullshit climbing up the mother fucking mountain Mountain that I've made for myself now Everything is coming down in threes now Thinking I'm that Thinking I'm that boy Thinking I'm a fuck boy Thinking whatever you want but you know I'm the one boy I'm the fucking one yeah I do believe that Cus when it comes to business and getting to it I do that Takes time that's the thing that time has told me People judge even though they'll never know me Get the facts straight You're just lightweight I just think you can't take it yeah we are fate Spending so much time tryna get this thing right No sleep wide awake every single night Yeah my body's fucked I can't do it now I've been living on a lie and it's done now I'm just so tired I just feel weak Tryna find my purpose it's a game of hide and seek I'm in bits now tryna fit now Tryna fit into the routine of my life now Yeah I be getting to the end Getting to the end of everything I can't pretend You be telling me your shit yeah drive me round the bend I can't even vouch for ya everything is bad from ya Good thing starts then we leave it in the past Life's too short yeah our time's going fast I can't even speak and I can't even think Ima sit down yeah give me a fucking drink ay