Trust Issues

Starting over I live life with no limits But strong morals I wish that they knew the difference In this newfound independence in life I figured out That the dream isn't kids and a wife It's finding out Who you really are What you love Who you love Whatchu want Whatchu need Where you wanna go And all above first Before you get this life going Cuz if you get tied down It's gonna suck when they cut the rope And send your ass floating With nothing except a life jacket Kicking off sharks Battling dehydration In this thing called life There's this thing called patience And this thing called strength I'm just trying to create it And trying not to think of all the time that I wasted On a mindset that wasn't contributing to my greatness They say that all we need is some faith and a little prayer I think different, I write my life and hope that you care Yeah Please help me I don't know what the fuck I'm up to I see the look on your face And I really don't know if I can trust you Why's everybody in my face all the time Like "Fuck You"? I feel the vibe in the place And I really don't think I can trust you Starting over It's hard to get control back When you were with somebody for so long Don't know how To really live a life alone in solitude Get stoned and write a tune But lately it's just me spitting words Into a empty room About death and gloom Cuz that's just how I'm feeling All I'm seeing This year was not so easy All I need is money but it's always running from me And really it's not funny but I joke with all my homies Saying "Yeah, I'll be all good, don't even worry I'll make it make it make it I believe in my story I'm just taking taking taking time Marinating thoughts But I get home and it's like I'm just Staring in the dark Beats playing Head's ringing Phone's on Never blinking though I might just Stop paying my bill Being real with y'all I say I don't got time to chill But I'm really not Feeling the vibe of what y'all be spilling So you see me not Ever Yeah Please help me I don't know what the fuck I'm up to I see the look on your face And I really don't know if I can trust you Why's everybody in my face all the time Like "Fuck You"? I feel the vibe in the place And I really don't think I can trust you Starting over This life is a roller coaster It slides by with no slowing As time flies we get older My wise rhymes get bolder The night sky'll get colder Divine lights are pulling in I don't wanna go though My eyesight can hold up In the night time and I roll up No white lines I don't blow stuff But you catch the aroma Of what I'm lighting up Louder than the sounds that I make Light another one Pass it to myself and I think Of where I'm at now Where I was And where I could be And how the only motherfucker That can change that is me Never sell myself short I know what I'm worth I never had much But I know what you earn Is what you keep I play for mine and I gotta eat I'm hungry Wanna take my plate Bitch I'm gonna feast I said I wanna save the game Really I wanna save myself Music eases the pain And I really needed that help Expressing all the rage Pain Joy And the guilt I just hope you cop an album Before my fate is sealed For real Please help me I don't know what the fuck I'm up to I see the look on your face And I really don't know if I can trust you Why's everybody in my face all the time Like "Fuck You"? I feel the vibe in the place And I really don't think I can trust you Please help me I don't know what the fuck I'm up to I see the look on your face And I really don't know if I can trust you Why's everybody in my face all the time Like "Fuck You"? I feel the vibe in the place And I really don't think I can trust you...