Cutting Teeth

I always leap without looking Test the waters by jumping in I won't believe the sun is hot 'Til it burns off all my skin I used to get lucky I could look back, be proud Look at all the beauty I created before I crashed it into the ground Now I've been from straight-edge, to strictly weekends, to every fucking night Give me something, anything, make me feel alright 'Cause I like who I was once, but that's no longer who I am I'll be forever trying to reconcile between myself and that younger man Bloody face Bloody knees All my friends have abandoned me I used to get lucky I could look back, be proud Look at all the beauty I created before I crashed it into the ground And I swear that I'm not depressed It's just that some days I wake up and I hate myself For the times that I gave up and let myself down For the people who I left when I should have stuck around Bloody face Bloody knees All my friends have abandoned me I could have been anything Why the fuck did I choose me I could have been anything Why the fuck did I choose me I could have been anything I could have been anything