Crimson Tide

I act like I'm okay But I'm still hurting inside I laugh to hide my pain Thats why I got a tinted ride They tell me get over it Yeah well bitch I tried To relax and keep rolling Just like a crimson tide I try but I can't find the words to say It's like they're being locked up in my head Mm Girl I still think about you everyday Without you I been feeling like I'm dead Mm The drugs in me just really help me focus Look up at night start feeling like I'm floating The rain taste just like lean till I've awoken And realized that tears been falling now I'm soaking Prolly think it seems easy No I'm scared I might lose control Wait I've already lost it Tears drip free Weak faucet Watch my clock tick Bedroom feel like my coffin Heat to my head cause I'm freezing When I reminisce I start bleeding From scars that just never healed right so I smile but behind that I'm screaming I act like I'm okay But I'm still hurting inside I laugh to hide my pain Thats why I got a tinted ride They tell me get over it Yeah well bitch I tried To relax and keep rolling Just like a crimson tide I should just make it end is what I feel in my gut Two people on my shoulders really fucking me up I don't know what I rolled in this but damnit I'm stuck Cause the demon saying go for it The angel saying punt I'm lost in my own head Can't find the fucking exit I'm wishing I could just Get the courage to just text and Say I hope that we can regrouppppppp Cause girl I really need youuuuuu And all the time I've takennnn Was cause I didn't know how to say itttttt Uh Yeah all the people in my ear don't really know my pain Skipping when this what they hear cause all they know is gang If you don't fuck with real Then please don't say that you a fan And don't shed a tear when I finally load up and bang No one understands and it's okay I'm not okay Got a stomach full of henny while I'm switching lanes And my brothers riding with me Please don't up and change I promise that the blacked out chevy gone turn to a range Kole