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I still remember how it felt, I still cannot catch my breath I want you to fade away with me Press through the haze, hit another spliff Take another drink while we contemplate the skin I keep face, so you give trust Well I need space but you need touch Already undressed, afflicted by stress I just want to hold you, I don't want sex My fear is the flesh, I am the best Example of a man who tries to correct his Instability with musicality But reality is casually recurring cordiality You are arousing but I keep doubting I swear that I'm better when I'm outside... Nevermind, I really am nothing but a waste of space And a deceiving face Stealing your heart means severing the chest Then locking it away in cardiac arrest Cardiac kleptomaniac And I'd do anything to never give it back It's a profound thing when you yearn for a soulmate Then never find confidence to let your soul mate Yet the body is enticing and I still have impeccable Timing I hate it when I feel like I'm vying Most days I'd rather feel like dying Maybe I am not meant for this And maybe I am stuck in this dead state Pacing as a dead weight Locked in a safe space Fuck this headspace But that head is great so I guess I'll keep going My mind's screaming stop but I guess I'll keep going I want you to fade away with me I want you to stay so we can see What it takes just to find where your doubt lies I swear that I'm better when I'm outside