Sore Throat

I keep running to a dead end Gotta keep the ball rollin All their judgments is my sentence keep wildin out till my like ends Cant just be myself cause I'm too boring expectations tell me who am I to you Cunning loving everyday I feel so thankful Negativity surrounding me Vision blurry and I'm feeling like the rooms spinnin And I'm not fucked up very undernourished Make the bread never feel very ahead I cant ball like I want to cause I preach a loving caring feeling not about that burn them Come up treat my fam I'm more like almost lose your life, stick with the OG plan If they cant take risk I'm just gonna split I dont sugar coat shit keep it blunt yea it's your hit Maybe you'll grow, stop being an asshole Soon enough youll catch up For me I'm moving faster but I'm tryna educate ya what you're doing is just laughter Singing to other people's songs cause I cant get along with the voices in my head Always shouting your better off dead, maybe save up go and get some lead It's much easier, to find similar The people speaking out about the hurt they go through easy To ignore it jam out to the show tunes If they sounding like they're going what you go through Is that why we found you Cause you know the sound too Hear it all around you Hit it but no cough Trippin on the wrong Haven't found the words but I just found the words Cant believe my mind why is this all the time I'm just not feeling right guess I'm feeling ight Will I lie tonight, about these holes inside tonight But can I die tonight I guess I'll try to survive Will I lie tonight, about these holes inside tonight But can I die tonight I guess I'll try to say Mentally committed suicide now I'm just blood drippin from your knife Stitches bleed out till you die Can I even tell if this is real now, people fighting lingers in my head forreal Nobody should ever have to feel, am I growing or just sinking in what hurts me best Having thoughts and second guessing Cause I wanna make the best decision fuck impulse or indecision Never in the same headspace before I just to conclusion educate myself But now I'm turning out Cause it's not where I'm at now But it's what I hold true to myself Fuck everyone else If you need to I guess I'll dumb it down cause we'll Hit it but no cough Trippin on the wrong Haven't found the words but I just found the words Cant believe my mind why is this all the time I'm just not feeling right guess I'm feeling ight Will I lie tonight, about these holes inside tonight But can I die tonight I guess I'll try to survive Will I lie tonight, about these holes inside tonight But can I die tonight I guess I'll try to say Stolen like I've hacked the life I'm living Let me show you just the fucks I'm giving Always told you that my deaths expected Dont want no trouble but I'm getting restless Your tripping cause that's just how you are? Really tripping cause you wanna be woke But that mental state though All the bullshit got you lost All the preaching got you lost And it's just like I thought