Addiction

My demons callin' Reality too much, man I need some solace A little escape is what Ima need regardless I swear to God, fuck everybody who thinks that I'm a Piece of shit I never wanna believe the nonsense, but I fuckin' hate myself All I wanna do is fuckin' hang myself Put these drugs in my system to entertain myself My father keeps sayin' my damn brain needs help, like "William, why you do yourself like this?" "Listen when I'm talkin, boy I'm sick of this shit" "Damn William, you know your little brother Xion looks up to you" "I ain't ever raise you like this" But I don't ever listen to him (Nope) Wish I could get through it Wish I could be more of an influence But I'm too caught up under the influence So Ima keep doin' what I've been doin' Find excuses why I've been losin' Project my rage on these little stupid Motherfuckers who think they better than me Fuck it, Ima need a plug to sell me some weed Pills, coke, maybe some meth and some lean Anything to make me forget that I'm me You know what I mean At least I hope, fuck Need to drink, shit Need to smoke To ease my pain, don't need my brain Don't need my soul Just leave me alone Just leave me alone Just leave me alone (Fuck) (Motherfuckers need to stop callin' me) (Stop calling me) (Ah fuck, leave me alone) Hello, it's your demons callin' Reality too much, man? You need some solace? A little escape is what you need regardless? Well, gimme your soul, Ima let you see nirvana I keep you afloat when the boat is sinking, promise I give you a coat when the cold is creepin' on ya Gimme your focus, fuck everything around ya Lemme direct your life, it would be an honor Your father keeps sayin' your damn brain needs help, like "William, why you do yourself like this?" "Listen when I'm talkin, boy I'm sick of this shit" "Damn William, you know your little brother Xion looks up to you" "I ain't ever raise you like this" But you don't ever listen to him You rather consume Just how I taught you Take advantage of what you've been given and shit on your opportunity And hustle Hustle these drugs makin' a buck Don't know why your family makin' a fuss Don't give a fuck about givin' a fuck Don't give a damn about givin' a shit Just hit this You ain't addicted, this ain't addiction Just hit this Your inhibitions are being lifted Just hit this Holy shit there's nothin to hit, you need to fix this and get your fix it's A pain in the ass grabbin' a bag of this shit so Jack you some cash from your Dad and your sibilings And nigga hit this, nigga hit this (Nigga hit this) You been addicted, you been addicted This is addiction (Death smiles at us all but al la man can do is smile back) (Think of yourself as dead. You have lived your life Now, take what's left and live it properly)