(some days i) Break Down

I wake up feelin like a king (Some days) Next thing I know can't feel a thing (Some days) I'm feeling feelings that I can't explain I drive myself insane, I may be sad but I feel no pain One day I've got people to meet (Some days) Next day I barely even eat (Some days) Might needa take better care of myself Me and my mental health need a day to take a break But when I'm down i listen to my head it said some things that made me feel worse than it seems You think I'm happy well I don't feel greatly, lately I just fall apart right at the seams But no matter how much I cry (Some days) I still give it another try (Most days) Give me a moment to collect my thoughts before this feeling rots, before my rational thinking stops Good luck if you can't handle me I can't control myself I don't know what to tell you boy If you can't handle it baby You don't deserve it One night I'm partying til dawn (Can't tell) Next day my social drive is gone (Oh well) I'm sure that feelin better won't take long, with help I'll prove me wrong, and this mess might move along But when this happens I don't feel like talking, walking circles in my head I'm all alone It takes so little effort to just ask and trash my worries if I just pick up my phone But I'm out here feelin like a queen (Some days) I'm out here staring at a screen (All day) Whatever, later, just get out my way, I'll fix myself some day, I don't need any help anyway Good luck with understanding me I still don't know myself I don't know what to tell you boy If you can't handle it baby You don't deserve it You can't rake in if you don't bet You can't make waves and not get wet You can't make love tucked into bed You can't go outside stuck inside your head I stop myself from life somehow I can't get up from off of the ground I can't stand around all I can do Is break down. Break down