Introverted

Introverted Outside inverted Shut in means never hurting Laziness stops me from working Mentally drained no doubt Absorbed by going out People make it seem paramount Only enough times for 2 fingers To count But I've started taking leaps and bounds Sentence structure makes me a Clown Pronunciation, sentences, ask me How I manage to mess up And even add words I don't Mean to use What I don't understand why my Feelings are concealed Social interaction never does Appeal I never take action Afraid of dissatisfaction Words are my allergic reaction I forgot how to use this Contraption My mind Using it I wouldn't mind But give me some time If you could be so kind I wouldn't be so blind But I guess in hind sight I'm half right And half white I don't prefer the limelight Confident but nervous Call in the whole circus Watching how I'm wording I don't wanna be disturbing So I'll kept to myself No I don't need any help Not hungry Or want anything else I'll never ask for much Undecided dinner shrugs Sleep like I haven't had enough Sleepy dream waves for brunch Bad habits of binge watching A whole season My thing Never out the room Unseen I don't bring much to the table A label, a cable, to enable Possible Interaction Never lasting I scare away any type of company Resting anger on my face Apparently I need some clarification Some type of relaxation Games to play on my PlayStation To let out my frustration It's quite the sensation To be giving support I don't think about anything Anymore Ship left at doc no rope to keep Port I'm a mess but I have a system of Sorts Tangled knotted cords Messy hair puff galore Disassociated from society A Sociopath living inside of me Unsure of what I wanna be Anything is a possibility Avoid all types of confrontation Being inside helps with my Savings If I'm scared to interact who am I blaming I just hope I'm not the one to Execute Small on the inside minuet Need little self esteem boost And speak with no excuse A mid evil mindset A chaotic fool Magician hat Same pair of shoes Drawing dude That's me the stuttering bufoon I hope I grow sometime soon Outta this shell Wishing you well Definitely not verbally well Rather you can spiritually tell I don't speak so clear when near I mummer And stumble but in my head it goes so swell I apologize for my disappearance There was connection interference I also saw a sale, it's on Clarence Get a hoodie and wear it Without one I couldn't bear it Really limited when it comes to Dialogue I zone out at times can be Completely lost Conversation doesn't really last Long I wanted it to be prolonged A beautiful beginning of a Prologue This chaotic mind going full Throttle A philosopher like Aristotle I think that's quite thoughtful If I could be I would be But I shouldn't be Basically So Blatantly Probable a possibility based on My soliloquy Comfortable only at home Even better when alone It feels like I'm the king to my Own throne But when the mic on I'm in Chaos mode Regardless of where I am or Where I stand I'm still the same ole introverted Chaos intro to my version Chaotic mind