Sweat It Out

Stealing makes me feel good Eyes on me when I know they should Ice feel it down all my necks Feel it down all my spines Crack my own skull in two My psych is drinking for two Cry all alone in the night Im still holding on tight Ive been thinking of the crystal skulls at night I can hardly see the little fire flies I can feel the superficial cloud of lies Im beginning to admit that I was right Ive been thinking of the crystal skulls at night I can hardly see the little fire flies I can feel the superficial cloud of lies Im beginning to admit that I was right I've been dealing with the cold schools I am broken in two Thought I had the only fire flies at night Wanted to be something bigger than the blight I can hear the war inside my mind I am trying to abide Because I didn't want to think of all the others they're coming Broke just like the shutters are humming Words above my hindsight is slower I became the reason, the knower Calling off all bets with the sinners Ask myself if I'd reconsider Beg the only rule to come closer Just so I could break it for closure Hands like lead I step through the window Cursing all the pieces that I broke I'm in the crippled shade of after-light I thought the feeling would ignore the fight A thousand pieces of my lungs on fire I watch it burn with envy in my eyes I like the taste of all the other hold it tight The feeling likes to linger like an after bite I'm reeling, lost and hungry for an appetite Wishing that I could feel a single thing at night Cold now just like I always wanted Some how I believed I could flaunt it Wine is drying into the carpet floor Answered all the questions are pending Tried so hard to lie, I'm defending All the coloured skies are ascending here (I wanted to leave. I wanted to leave. I wanted to) Answered all the questions are pending Tried so hard to lie, I'm defending All the coloured skies are ascending here